A little Irregular (Poem)

Calling me at home
The life that you want to live
And as the story goes
We are growing dead and cold
Id like to say I do
But ill never ever love you
You hold me in your arms
But I don’t feel the same

Id like to take the blame
But its not all on me
Stop driving me insane
With your feelings of love
I think the only way
Is to run far away from me
But I don’t really care
Cause I am weak

You try so hard not to lose your faith
You find yourself on a crossroad
Where everything is in conflict in your head
And you know you cant go on like this

When the sun comes out you don’t feel alive
And the people that walk around are faceless
No one really cares where your coming from
Another life that’s lost…Another life that’s lost…

Neverland

This is a song about a guy who wants to escape away into another land. One day he sees a shooting star and remembers the story of Peter Pan. Sits down and writes a song about neverland..(True Story)

I cant sit and drown in sorrow…
That all the lonely days have gone away…
The other people cant seem to follow…
My nights have turned to day..

I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…
I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…

You hold my hand and fly higher…
…And we are looking down from the clouds…
The little lights that shine down there…
Look like beacons in the night…

So throw your pixie dust on me, hold my hand, fly me away…to that secret land.
Where I can be a child again, I wont have any troubles…up there in neverland.

I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…
I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…

I wake up in the morning…
…And everything has gone away…
I realize in that moment…
That my life will find a way…

So throw your pixie dust on me, hold my hand, fly me away…to that secret land.
Where I can be a child again, I wont have any troubles…up there in neverland.

I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…
I find myself in your spell, forever hand in hand…
I find myself to follow you to never land…

You came and spoke to me one day…
Stole my heart and ran away…
I still find the pixie from that day…
The day my loneliness came back to me.

Sunshine

I look into your eyes and see the skies of blue,
Your hair is long and black and your smile is something new,
I’m standing here singing on this desert dune,
Thinking of all the time I spent looking for you.

The bright sun will always shine on my face,
No matter where I go.
The bright sun will always shine on my face,
No matter if I call this place my home.

My mornings are so beautiful when I dream of you,
I’m holding your hand and walking down this path for you,
The light that shows me the way is brightened by you,
The darkness is gone and the world is something new.

The bright sun will always shine on my face,
No matter where I go.
The bright sun will always shine on my face,
No matter if I call this place my home.

Where has it gone?

All the movie stars just start pretending the world is never ending now
And they show us lives we can’t live and everyone just wants to some how
Where has she gone?
Where has she gone?

When we were little we ran after things we don’t find useful now
And look at us we are just crying over things we think we need some how
Where has it gone?
Where has it gone?

I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace overrrrrrrrrrrr…

All those sleepless nights that we have spent seem to turn to nothing now
And the promises of love that we once had seem to be lost some how
Where has love gone?
Where has love gone?

All those quiet times that we spent when everything stopped running wild
And all the times we’d lay our heads and wake up to the sadness that was lost some how
Where have they gone?
Where have they gone?

I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace over hereeeee…
I just don’t think we will ever find peace overrrrrrrrrrrr…

Where have we gone?
Where have we gone?
We’ve lost ourselves and now we’re all gone.

Say goodbye to Jane

Say goodbye to Jane,
She will never ever come again,
Say goodbye to Jane,
I don’t know why she lost her way.

She came and went like the whisper that is never heard…You would hope things were different but that day of silence will never be heard. When it is around you have nothing to say but as soon as it is gone you think of that day.

Say goodbye to Jane,
She will never ever come again,
Say goodbye to Jane,
I don’t know why she lost her way.

Like a short story that leaves a mark but you cannot read it from the start. Like a fruit that tastes so sweet you wished you would find another. Like those moments of your childhood that are stuck in your head. Like a grape that is bitter and sweet.

Say goodbye to Jane,
She will never ever come again,
Say goodbye to Jane,
I don’t know why she lost her way.

Like the last breath before you take the long sleep. I will remember her.

I still love you.

The skies seem grey
And colors lost without your eyes.
The worlds my stage
But nothing without your lights

Love is no game
But something tells me deep inside
There is a chance
You will be mine

And I still…love you baby…
And I want to hide behind your smile.
And I still…love you baby…
Won’t you give me a try?

I saw a girl sitting in a train
Who had blue eyes…
She looked at me and I could see
The dimples as she smiled

I looked outside and I could see
A house by a tree
The red roof it had and the children played
In the shade of green

…..and I said…

And I still…love you baby…
And I want to hide behind your smile.
And I still…love you baby…
Won’t you give me a try?

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I’ll be gone (Lyrics)

N’ all the whispers that you heard
Were just sounds
N’ all the people that you feared
Were unknowns

(Pre-Chorus)
You come on home
And make me down
You come on home
And watch me drown

N’ all the moments she was gone
She was home
N’ all the time you drove back home
She was alone

(Pre-Chorus)
You come on home
And make me down
You come on home
And watch me drown

(Chorus)
If you thought that she cheated on you
You were wrong
All the things you hated for her
You were wrong

N’ all the days she cried her tears
You carried on
N’ all the thoughts that were so clear
Are all gone

(Pre-Chorus)
You come on home
And make me down
You come on home
And watch me drown

(Chorus)
If you thought that she cheated on you
You were wrong
All the things that you hated for her
You were wrong

(Ending Chorus)
You come on home
And I’ll be gone
You come on home
And I’ll be gone

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali

This song is about a frictional married couple where the wife is singing to the husband. The husband thinks that she is cheating on him but she really is not.

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In my moment nothing but despair.

In my moment nothing but despair

You close your eyes and your life just flickers
Holding to your moments tighter
You hold my hand and walk through troubles
Holding in you nothing but despair

Solid moments all but sicker
Drowning moments nothing but despair
Sinking deeper getting sicker
All these moments nothing but despair

The shallow moments make sick
The drowning moments make me think
To show my feelings or hollow tears
Holding in me nothing but despair

The silence in your head echoes
It makes you think of troubled mirrors
You swallow torment just so ether
Holding in you nothing but despair

In my moment nothing but despair

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali.

This is the poem version of Despair (Song Version). (If you click it it will link you off to the song version of Despair).

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Despair (Song Version)

You close your eyes and your life flickers
Holding to your moments tight
You hold my hand and walk your troubles
Holding in you
Nothing but despair

Silent moments make you wonder
Drowning moments are despair
Sinking deeper into cover
All these moments are despair

The shallow moments make sick
The drowning moments make me think
To show my feelings or hollow tears
Nothing but despair
Nothing but despair
Holding in me
Nothing but despair

The silence in your head echoes
It makes you think of troubled mirrors
You swallow torment just so ether
Nothing but despair
Nothing but despair
Holding in me
Nothing but despair

In my moment
Nothing but despair

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali

This is a random song I wrote one day. The music keeps changing according to the song as you can see from the lyrics. I have a poem version as well.

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Can I…

Can I take you on a journey?
Into my life….
Where everything is beautiful…with you in sight.

Can I show you what I’m feeling?
Deep down inside….
Where everything is different…with you in mind.

(Pre-Chorus)
You took me to my freedom. It’s like going to the sea.
Where everything is beautiful…for me.
You took me to my reason. It’s like flying in the sky.
Where everything is beautiful…looking down at me.

Can I show you what is real?
Running this race….
Where everything has reasons…to get first place.

Can I show you what I’m dreaming?
It’s so true…
Where everything is beautiful…when I dream of you.

(Pre-Chorus)
You took me to my freedom. It’s like going to the sea.
Where everything is beautiful…for me.
You took me to my reason. It’s like flying in the sky.
Where everything is beautiful…looking down at me.

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali.

This song was dedicated to AL by LUNA on 30-11-2007.

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Why do you…

Why do you call me at night?
If you don’t want me there

Why do you scream out my name?
If you cant stand my stare

(Bridge)
Everything has lost meaning
Without you in my care
Everything has lost feeling
Without you in my care

Why do you sing me your song?
If you don’t like my words

Why do you kill me with care?
If you can’t fall in love

(Bridge)
Everything has lost meaning
Without you in my care
Everything has lost feeling
Without you in my care

(Pre-Chorus)
Why do you love me like this when you really don’t care
Why do you hug me like this when you really can’t share?

(Chorus)
I don’t want to love you anymore
I don’t want to hug you anymore

Why do you hold me so tight?
If you just let me go
Why do you smile when it rains?
If you don’t let it show

(Bridge)
Everything has lost meaning
Now that you have shed a tear
Everything has lot feeling
Now that you have shed a tear

(Pre-Chorus)
Why do you love me like this when you really don’t care
Why do you hug me like this when you really can’t share?

(Chorus)
I don’t want to love you anymore
I don’t want to hug you anymore

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali.

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My sweet lover

I could fake this charm forever
Make it seem so real
Make you think that I’m so clever
Make you think I feel

Telling you my heart is broken
Easy to believe
Lying to you while I’m hoping
You will never leave

(Pre-chorus)
Break into your wounds
Cause my love is so untrue
Break into your wounds

(Chorus)
And I know that my love for you will fade away so soon
And I know ill keep on lying to you cause that’s just what I do

Talking to you while I’m choking
So pointless and unclear
Clean your heart out with dust and smoke’n
Tell me all your fears

Trying to think up lies so I can
Try to keep it real
You cry your tears of pain for me but
That is not what I feel

(Pre-chorus)
Break into your wounds
Cause my love is so untrue
Break into your wounds

(Chorus)
And I know that my love for you will fade away so soon
And I know ill keep on lying to you cause that’s just what I do

By Muhammad Shoaib Ali

These are the lyrics to one of my songs. It relates the story of the way I treated someone. Though I feel very sorry I wish I had the courage of letting her know how I feel about treating her this way.

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